मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना

मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना
बड़ा होने पर अगर मुझे है खोना
मेरा चंचल मधुर नटखट बचपना
मेरे माँ-पापा का मेरी परवाह करना
पा के पीटने पर माँ का आंसू भर रोना
मेरे गन्दा रहने पर पा का दुखी होना
तो
मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना
बड़ा होने पर अगर मुझे है सहना
माँ पापा का मुझे नज़रंदाज़ करना
उनका मुझे िजम्मेदार इंसान समझना
मेरे गलती करने पर भी उनका मुह मोड़ना
मुझे ना पीटना और डाटने पर दुखी होना
तो
मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना
बड़ा होने पर अगर मुझे है झेलना
4 िदन बाद अकेलेपन में उनको फ़ोन करना
िफ़र उनका २ िमनट बाद फ़ोन का रखना
गुस्से में उनको कभी फ़ोन ना करने का प्रन करना
4 िदन बाद िफ़र दुबारा उनको फ़ोन करना
तो
मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना मुझे बड़ा नहीं होना

repent

Shatak!! and this was 4th time in a day Nimish had been slapped by Gita aunty!This time it was due to not finishing his meals completly and he started weeping . Now I cant live in this house ,noone loves me here , its better to leave the place where u dont have any selfrespect.I dont need them,, they r not my parents,, they r my enemies . These all thoughts were wandering into Nimish ,, a 8 year old boy ,,mind while weeping and he directly went to his room,, broke his piggy box ,,took 134 rupees( all his saving from pocket money ) and went out of his room from other side. Noone even noticed him. In a minute he was on other side of main gate of house.He had decided that he wont ever return back to home.He was completly lost in his thoughts and was remembering the moments when his parents used to beat him.He was moving aimless on road ,, he didnt know where he has to go ,,what he is going to do ,, only thought in his mind was he has to go away from his parents .
Suddenly he saw an icecream shop! yep , i m now master of my will , i m free !and he went to ice cream shop! " bhiya ek vanilla dena,strawberry flavour! "hmm yummy ,yum ,yum! "bhiya ek chockobar or dena " delicious ",,how happy i m after get ridding from that prison. after eating 5 icecreams in a row ,, paying bill(100 rupees) he started his last longing journey ! Wow magician Moti sarkar is in our city ,, i will go there, my father would never take me there.While watching the show one fraud (with lower class ticket) noticed him and recognised that he was alone so fraud told him to exchange his lower class ticket with Nimish high class ticket.On arguing he feared Nimish to punch .So Nimish had to go to lower class ticket with upper class ticket .Here Nimish felt lack of presence of his father . Nevertheless,, atleast I watched the show . By the end of show he had only 4 penny with him and sun was going to set.
Now lets hav a luk on Nimish house. Where is Nimish??asked his father .He has locked himself into his room since afternoon perhaps he is sleeping. Oh,i c !Hey , I was thinking to take him Moti sarkar show ,he will like it .huh gr8 idea !So his father went to Nimish room but he didnt find him and asked his mother(( i wont go in detail and wont make it boring )) so ..........(assume urself upto here)) .His father complained in police and was on the road to search Nimish.
Well ,, rats are playing in my stomach .In 4 penny what will I do ?? He goes to some sweet shop and asked for Samosa "2 Samosa. " " 5 penny " sir , i have only 4 . "sala bartan saf kar !kha-2 se aa jate hai bhikhmange " Here he sensed that how much pain does his mother take to clean the pots.Next he finds some orphan raggers boy and sees they hav 1 peice of bread and are fighting with each other for it .they left a small scrap from it on the road he was so hungry that he picked it and started eating it !Now he knew that how much delicious his mother used to cook the food ,, to which he used to complain always. while luking on orphan boys he felt that what security and love had he got from his parents .Suddenly he realised that he is luckiest boy that he has so loving parents He was just weeping and he made his mind that he will go to home and will tell him I wont ever go away from you.He was now running to his home.
On the other side while searching for Nimish his father is hit by a car from behind. well , now he is in hospital and Nimish retunrs back to his home ! where is all ?? Ur father is hit by a car and he is in hospital. where were u ?? his mother asked him kissing all side of his head and hugging him tightly . He told lie that he was in Amit home . He knew that he was responsible for all this but he didnt know how he will repent for it .

इज़्ज़त‌

वॊ घर‌ में अलग ही था सबसे अलग जहाँ उसके घर के दूसरे लोगों को अच्छा कपडे पहनना और अच्छां खाना पसंद था वहीँ उसके ऐसी कोई भी चीज़ आकर्षित नहीं करती थी कहने को तो वो सिंघानिया परिवार का एकलोता वारिस था और करोरो की सम्पति का मालिक पर फिर भी उसे तो टीवी देखने से ज्यादा अच्छां धुल में गरीब बच्चो के साथ खेलना लगता था पूरा घर उससे नाराज़ रहता था की वह उनके घर की इज़्ज़त् की परवाह नहीं करता है पर फिर भी उसे तो श्यामु रॆखा मॊहन के साथ खेलना अच्छा लगता था
कॉलोनी के शर्मा अंकल के घर पार्टी थी ! उसका पूरा घर उसमे गया हुआ था वह भी चला गया उनके साथ ! सारॆ बड़े लोग़ उस पार्टी में आयॆ हुए थॆ पर उन दिखावे वाले लॊगॊ कॆ बीच वह बॊर हॊ जाता है अचानक‌ वह दॆखता है की उसके गरीब दॊस्त् श्यामु रॆखा मॊहन आ रहॆ है बिना न्यॊतॆ के ! वो लोग चॊरी सॆ खाना खानॆ आयॆ हुऎ थॆ वह‌ भी उनकॆ साथ जाकर मिल गया और मस्ती करनॆ लगा अब‌ वो बहुत खुश‌ था और पार्टी उसे बॊरिग‌ नहीं लग रही थी!
अचानक शर्मा अन्कल‌ के बडॆ बॆटे की नज़र उन‌ गरीब बच्चॊ पर पडी वो उनकॊ पहचान गया की वो सब बिना न्यॊतॆ के आयॆ हुऎ है और उसनॆ उन‌ गरीब बच्चॊ को पीटाना चालु कर दिआ चुकि वह‌ भी उनकॆ साथ था सॊ कोइ उसकॊ पहचान‌ नहीं पाया और उसकी भी पिटाई हॊनॆ लगी !वो चीखा चिल्लाया की वो अपने माता पिता के साथ आया है और न्यॊतॆ पर आया है उसनॆ कहा की स्मिता सिंघानिया उसकी मा है !उसकॊ पीटतॆ हुयॆ स्मिता सिंघानिया के पास लॆ जाया गया की क्या यॆ अपका बॆटा है? !स्मिता सिंघानिया उस समय कुछ किटी पार्टी की महिलाऒ के साथ गुफ्तगु में व्यस्त‌ थी ! वो चिल्लाया मा यॆ लोग मुझॆ पीट रहॆ है पर स्मिता सिंघानिया नॆ अपने बॆटॆ को पॆह्चान कर अपनी इज़्ज़त गवानॆ सॆ ज्यादा किटी पार्टी वालि महिलाऒ के सामनॆ इज़्ज़त‌ को तवज़्ज़ॊ दॆना बॆह्तर समझा और वो उसे पॆह्चाननॆ सॆ इन्कार‌ कर दॆती है !
अब उसने चीखना बंद कर दिया था क्यॊकि पिटाई के दर्द से बड़ा दर्द अब‌ उसके दिल में था!

competition

As soon as proff B.Das. went out of class whole class ran to department office to collect cgpa card .When Amber saw his result it was 9.6 !Oh my god ,what would be if Archit gets more than me!last year I did so hard but still was behind from ! that was first thought into Amber mind .He started searching for Archit and finally he caught him and asked his result he told 9.48 ! Amber cldnt stop himself to saying this "yes ,yes,yes ,yes I am ahead of him ! i have done it finally !"Archit couldnt see his happiness and started blaming " U cheater! u did cheating in exam "and started crying .Well after it placement session started first company was google Whole class appeared in its interview and what a luck ! it recruited only two persons from iitd and those two were two life time cometitiors Archit and Amber.Those two were now going to work in a same company ! well those were assigned same rank in company and time pasted slowly slowly and they, entangled in their busy life got married in same phase of time almost ! by the time they had almost forgot about their competetion and were friend enough.
After some time while Amber had a beautiful kid udish Archit was father of lovely supriya . both kid used to go in d.p.s. the best school of city and both were in same class !They were also brilliant minded like their father and It was time when both were in class 6th when Archit was distributing sweets in office since his dauhter had topped the class when sweet reahced to Amber ,,he couldnt digest the happiness of Archit and his life time competetion woke up again !now he started seeing competetion in their children !
Amber was determined that his son will beat Supriya ! He him self started paying attention on studies of his son and satrted motivating him that u hav to be ahead of her !its matter of prestige of your father and all that .This was result of hardwork of Amber that his son was ahead of Supriya in class test-1 and in boast he tells to some of their collegues that his son will be ahead of Archit daughter in board exam . When archit heard this he also couldnt stop himself to catch himself in fire of competetion ! while both fathers were burning in fire of competetion both chilldren were unaffected from it.They were good friend. Since their fathers had made it matter of prestige ,pressure was from both side that each has to be ahead of other at anycost .They both were also doing very hard.
Well it was one month ago from anual exam , when Udish was going to school he is hitted by a car from behind and doctor tells him to go for bed rest atleast 4 weeks ! so now he was unable to go to school and he and his father had lost their hopes for board exams! He had now doubt that if he will even be pass in exams,while Amber was weeping from inside that what will happen of his talk!on the other side Archit was happy that his daughter will now be ahead of Amber's son . Amber was so much depressed that he left talking from his son and he even didnt go to hospital for a whole month to see his son .
So after 1 month Udish got rid from hospital and two days after exams started and they pasted for 7 days after 30 days it was time of result.Everyone was guessing that Supriya will be topper of this year. This was tradition in d.p.s. that on result eve besides students thay have to come with their parents. so Unhappily Amber had to go for his son result .So principle started announcing result and """topper of this year in class 7th is mr. Udish shrivastav"" . everone was greatly surprised .Amber was just out of control he could not stop kissing his son and huged him tightly .He was very much happy .So , principle asked Udish to come to stage and to take his trophy .
Udish goes to stage and asks Supriya to come stage and tells everone that "" i truly dont desrve the trophy the most deserving candiadate for this is Supriya .and tells everyone that how she came to hospital daily and used to teach him what has been taught in lecture class and used to solve his problems .Everyone was just dumbfoud to listen this and seeing their friendship and Archit came to know that where his daughter used to go to tell him for library .
This incidence just melted competetion of both fathers and they had now came to now that they were far behind in competetion of life from their own children.
moral:: To help others is more soothing to compete other